So, it has been a while again. I am starting to think I just suck! I love to write, and yet, I don't do it. Hmmm. Anyways, the new Desperation CD came out recently, and Jared wrote a new song called "Ready Now." It strikes me tonight in a profound way. I think it was written for the un-believer as they accept Christ for the first time, but honestly, tonight I am feeling like the un-believer who is desperate for a touch from God! I love our new city, our new church, our new home, but I am empty inside. I feel as though I was created for so much more. I am bored to tears, and still so hurt by "church" that I can't be who I am supposed to be.
I'm Ready Now
I'm Ready Now
I'm Ready Now
Do what You will
I'm Ready Now
I'm Ready Now
I'm Ready Now
Do what You will
I miss my passion, I miss my motivation, I miss my heart for God. I miss my compassion for others...
Take my heart
Make it new
Make it true
Make it like You
Take my hands
I lift them high
They're yours not mine
To do, Do what You will!
I am ready to be the missionary and the Godly woman I was created and called to be.
How do we heal from being so hurt? How do we move on?
I'M READY NOW!
